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  • Ann’s Baby

    Ann’s Baby

                We give our goodbyes after breakfast, we tell Tom and Sue that we will return, in just a few days and start putting our new dens together. Luna is so, euphoric about her new den, she now has lake front property. Bud not sad either, not sure he will ever get any sleep, for setting on the pond bank fishing.

                We make a quick trip to Ann’s, as we knock on the door, we hear panting and screaming, Alice yells come in. As we go in Ann, is in the floor with feet flat on the floor, legs spread as wide as they could be, she is moaning and screaming and panting. I have no idea what’s going on here. Alice says she is labor; she is getting ready to give birth. Luna said OMG I know what to do, I’ve heard that you need boiling water and towels, I’ll go get them. I asked Alice if anything I could do. Ann said yes, come hold my hand, that will help, while Alice assists me in delivering my baby. There were long pauses between the moaning and panting, but now there is very short period in-between. Alice then says her water has broken, again I have no Idea what’s going on. Then I hear waa ehh waa waa ehh. Alice then said Ann, I want to introduce you to our little baby boy. Ann looks very tired now but so excited, she says omg, we only came up with girl’s names, to Alice. Luna comes in with the boiling water, and towels. Well, you just a little late, here is Ann’s baby boy. Ann places the baby on her bosom and we hear suckling sounds. Ann’s eyes are heave, as she falls asleep with her little son breast feeding.

                Alice said I have never been so glad, to hear knock knock before. I was scared to death, y’all made this much easier for me. Ann is waking up now and said, I was going to name our daughter after you Luna. While sleeping it came to me, the perfect name, Luan, it has Chinese origins meaning the moon. Luna said yes, her name came from the Roman goddess of the moon. Bud said I have never seen anything give birth before, it was cool watching. Ann said it may look cool from your side, but OMG I have never felt such pain before, but Luan is here now, and asleep on my breast, it was all worth the pain.

                We stayed for the next 2 days helping Alice to take care of Ann and Luan. At one point Luan, was laying in his crib, and Cola, and Pandy, crawled in with him as they all snoozed. Now with Ann rested we tell her, that they had found 4 perfect dens, and they would be moving over with Tom. But we going to keep our dens here, for in the spring and summer we will be here. But fall and winter for our safety, they will be 2 counties over. Ann said, you will have to show me your new dens, when Luan gets a little older. No one wants to leave, Luan he has caught everyone’s heart, but they had told Tom we would be back. We tell, everyone bye and head to our den. Ann then said to Bud go into my bedroom and see what is in there for you. We heard Bud say OMG it’s the world record rainbow trout and its beautiful almost like the day that he died. There is a plague on it saying Bud, Benjiman, Tom, and Cola caught me!

                The next morning everyone meets at the pond, Bud is using the same bait as everyone else. Action is fast and furious, Bud said this is fun, but I will always miss that world record rainbow trout. We tell everyone about Luan, everyone was excited for Ann and Alice. We also tell them that we have 4 dens, but we not totally moving there. That we will have a summer den and a winter den. Also, Tom will be staying in his old den in the summer time. Everyone thinks this is a good Idea. They fish until late afternoon, then everyone heads back to their dens, to decide what they would be taking, and what be staying behind.

                The next morning everyone is packed and ready to travel. I’m sure the forest was confused seeing 4 families of bears traveling together, with their belongings. Everyone is excited to see their new dens, but no one as excited as Luna. We stop by to tell Tom; we were here, and would be staying a few days to get their dens perfect. The first den we come to was Angel’s den, they dropped their gear but continued to Susie’s and Sam Jr.’s den. Then it was Lucy’s and James den, everyone seemed to love their new dens. Everyone continued with us, to our Den so that everyone knows where everyone’s den is at. We may have a problem everyone wants our den. They all love the lake front property. But everyone was appreciative we had found them their dens. We all knew we would have many family outings here at the pond. It been a long day and everyone retied to their dens.

                The next day everyone started to tidy up their dens and the plan was party at the pond at evening time. That evening was very relaxing and there were many catfish caught. Bud was happy he caught the biggest 30 inches; that’s a long way from the world record though. Cola, Pandy, and Suzanne after fishing played nicely together. They were swimming from one end of the pond to the other.

                We planned that the next day was, Tom would be going from den-to-den assisting everyone, in building their own smoker-barbecue’s. At our place the plan was to build 2 of them. One for our family and then a large one for our extended family of 5 dens. Everyone is so overjoyed, about their new dens. This is going to be amazing; we are no longer concerned; that we will be killed come hunting season.

                I was exhausted after Tom left; I fell asleep in my chair as I set there fishing. I started dreaming about Ann and Alice and their very happy family. I dreamed like I was there still. The moment we knocked on the door, to luna boiling water. Ann moaning and panting breathing. Alice saying that the water has broken and the breaks in moaning and panting getting closer together. Then Alice tells Ann we have a beautiful baby boy, as she lays Luan onto Ann’s bosom. I can see everything so clearly, as I’m dreaming this. Then I jerk myself awake and screaming. Luna was beside me, and said it was just a nightmare. I said no it’s real, I saw these red, half banana shaped, horns, coming out of LUAN’s HEAD.

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  • The Search for Dens

    Search for Dens

                It was bitter sweet leaving Ann’s home, I would love to be with her when she delivers. But I must find at least 4 dens, I need to make sure everyone will be safe. I never want to live through what we lived through this past kill season. I am so happy now, having Luna in my Life, but sad we loss 3 important members of our family this year. As we head to Tom’s, we ate many berries as we travel. The travel is a little faster now, that the cubs have grown some. As we travel Cola is looking more and more like an American flag. We have 2 baskets that we filled for Sue. I’m looking forward to some strawberry rhubarb pie.

                When we get to Tom’s he said, dang is that an American flag bear. We laughed and said no, it’s a polar bear that loves berries. This is Cola and she is an albino bear. This is Pandy which is a piebald bear. Tom said glad to meet y’all. Cola said where are the strawberry rhubarb pies, I hear Sue’s pies are the best. Tom agreed yes, they are the best. Luna and Lucille go in with Sue, while myself Bud, Cola and Pandy, stayed outside with Tom. He is working on building a larger smoker. I tell Tom, if he would have us, we are planning on staying at least 2 weeks, to den hunt. He was so excited, that we were moving here. I said yes due to all the tragic loss last year; I can’t live through this anymore. I tell Tom that I know how important a sow is now, to a boar bear. He said yes it would kill me to lose Sue, and I cannot, thank you enough. She was yours, but you made sure she was mine.

                Inside the girls are preparing some roasted turkey and dressing, along with green beans and potatoes, and the smell of sourdough bread is diffusing outside, and do I also smell some pies cooking. The barbecue/smoker is all done and is sealed with red clay. Tom throws some kindling and a few small limbs in the smoker. He said who would like to strike a match to light the fire. Pandy said I will but you may need to help me. Tom was glad to show Pandy how to build a fire. He says we just need to keep a low heat, and gradually increase as it dries. I’m thinking I hope he has some ribs to smoke and barbecue while we are here, if not I might have to make a trip to Ann’s again.

                Sue says supper ready, the smell of roasted turkey and dressing was amazing, then there was the sourdough bread. We all had a great supper, but then when sue opened the door on the oven, Cola said OMG what’s that smell its heaven.  Sue said this is my strawberry and rhubarb pies. As she sets a large pie in-front all the adults and a smaller one for the younger cubs. After indulging Cola said is there another one that was delicious. Luna said not to be asking for more pie. Sue said she made plenty as she gives Cola another one.

                The cubs played together as we talked about needing the dens. Tom said he knows of 2 within a mile of here. I was excited for that, but we would need more. Tom said tomorrow we would go and check out those 2 dens, and decide who dens they would be. Tom said he would put some ribs on in the morning, before we leave, and they will be ready, for supper tomorrow evening, before going fishing.

                The next morning as I was waking up, Tom was already outside with the ribs on to smoke. Sue is also fixing breakfast, after everyone was awake, we had breakfast and then, den hunting we go. The 1st den was less than a half mile from Tom’s. It was very large and comfortable. It is divided in several areas. Luna was liking this den very much, and then the next area had multiple shelves and drawers, in a cool area of the den. Luna said this is our den. My herbs will fit right here perfect. One down 3 to go. Tom said next one, is only a quarter mile away, we head over there, it’s not as big but still comfy, I’m thinking to keep Susie close to us, this would be perfect for her. This was a short day, but was a good day having secured 2 dens. I hope we can find another close to this one so Lucy would also be close to Susie.

                Back at Toms den, the smell was overwhelming. I think Tom just keeps getting better with his ribs. At least that’s what my nose tells me, I cant wait to taste them. Sue has fixed 10 gallons of French fries to go along with the ribs. A feist we had, and the ribs just fell off the bones. Tom said who is ready to go fishing. Bud was the first to say me, yes. We fished half the night; we filled 6 baskets of catfish. No real big ones but up to 24 inches long.

                It took us 2 days to find next den, surprisingly it was closer than we expected, less than a half mile from Sam, Jr and Susie’s den. I was obscured by a lot of laurels so it was with lots of searching, that Bud found it. Its larger and will be perfect for James and Lucy. We are now blessed with 3 dens all within about a mile of each other. Now one to go.

                For the next week we look for another den close by. We find several that would be good for a rabbit, but nothing large enough for a growing bear family. We beginning to think, we may be sharing 3 dens instead of the 4th den. We were planning to go home in a couple days now. We decided a nice picnic by the pond this evening, and enjoy some fishing. Cola and Pandy have gotten tired of fishing and they see an old soccer ball, as they kick it, it goes in the water, and like a fish Cola dives in and gets it. Then it goes deep into a pine and Laurel thicket. Cola and Pandy go in looking for it. No one else is small enough to find it. We can hear them in there, as limbs crack and snap suddenly, we hear Pandy say, there is a very large den in here. He goes in it, and finds the ball inside the den. We all run over but can’t see it, or even get through the thicket. It’s getting late in the day. It looks like tomorrow we are clearing the thicket.

                When we get back, and tell Luna she was so excited, we have now found 4 dens. She was even more excited it was at the pond, she said she may be giving in on her perfect den for her herbs, for lake front property.

                The next day we took handsaws and sickles over to clear off the brush, so we can see the Den. Both Cola and Pandy says its huge we can’t wait. Srrr-srrr srrr-srrr chhh-chhh chhh-chhh as we cleaning. It’s so slow going, the thicket is so dense. I can’t fathom how Cola, and Pandy, were able to get through this thicket. Srrr-srrr chhh-chhh we are making some headway. We can make the outline of an entrance now but we are only half way though the thicket. We going to rest for the evening, we will back to it tomorrow.

                Srrr-srrr srrr-srrr chhh-chhh chhh-chhh, at noon the next day, we finally made it, to the entrance. The entrance is perfect, just the size a large bear can get through comfortably. Inside there are five large rooms and a smaller one Luna said with some modifications on this small room. Ben you could make this small room even a more perfect herb room. We have done what we set out to do, but while we all here, we cleared more of the thicket. Luna wants to be able to set at the entrance and be able to see the whole lake, well pond. The den that we had first claimed, can be Angel’s and Samuel’s.

                With having done what we set out to do, we tell Tom tomorrow, we would go home. But will be back and start moving in soon. I truly hate leaving our old home. Luna said Hey, we can have 2 homes, a summer home at our old home, and a winter home here with Tom. I thought that sounded like a good idea. I told Tom he said, he understood, as I asked him, if he could also have a summer home with us. He could use his old den. He was happy with this. Bud was so excited that we have the summer home, so we could fish in the trout pond. After a good night’s sleep, we tell Tom, that we would be back in about a week, we would start setting up house, as we bring some of our belongings. All 5 dens are within a mile and half circumference. In the morning on the way home, we will stop at Ann’s. Is there a new baby yet? I hope to see Ann’s new baby!

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  • The Awakening

    The Awakening

                It’s been a long hibernation, I’m the first in our den to wake up. I looked at the beautiful bear lying next to me, I’m am so blessed to have Luna in my life. I am still groggy, but I go over to check on Luna, I wake her up. I want her to be part of, checking for our babies. She said it seems like we just went asleep. Then she goes OMG I feel something moving, over here beside of me. We look, there are 2 beautiful cubs, but one is snow white and looks like a polar bear, we pick her up and she has a pink nose, and pink eyes. I said I have never heard, or seen anything like this before, she weighs about 6 pounds. But she is so precious. The second one also funny looking, he has a white head but black around the eyes and black ears. Back half of body is white, all legs are black, the front legs are black and the black continues as a wide black strip going across the top of the back, then down to the other front leg. He weighed 8 pounds. I love our new family, but I never seen or heard any bears like this. Luna said I have. I have heard tell of white bears in the north, they are called polar bears, but they don’t have pink eyes and nose. I heard a commercial, about a polar bear, named Coca Cola, I like this name, I said and for short we can call her Cola. Then Luna said that our little boar resembles a panda bear from China. I spoke up and said, how about Pandy for his name. Luna said I love it. Here we are with our unique family. As we gave each other a big bear hug and nose rubs.

                We woke Bud, Lucille, Susan, and Heather, they were stunned, seeing their new brother and sister. Bud said what the hell is this. I said watch your language there little brother. Yes, they are unique, but they are your brother and sister. Meet Coca Cola or Cola for short’ and Pandy. Heather said I’ve seen bears like them in your nursery rhyme book. A polar bear and a panda bear. Luna said they are black bears just like us. But Cola is what is called albino or the lack of pigmentation. Pandy is piebald when part of the coat is normal and other parts are white. Susan said I love my brother and sister. Now with everyone awake Luna fixes breakfast and we go outside for a stroll. Cola and Pandy are running around as fast they can, exploring everything they see. But their full speed is like us walking at half speed.

                We are now over at Angel’s, they are all outside enjoying the beautiful blue sky, with puffs of white, and the trees having a gentle sway. The bushes are just beginning to get slightly green. Samuel said I thought y’all was sleeping until summer. We have been up for almost a week now. Angel said OMG, Luna is those my grandbears, they are unique but precious. Luna said yes, this here is Coca Cola, or Cola for short our daughter, and Pandy our son. Angel handed a slice of sourdough bread with honey on it to Cola, Pandy wanted it and a huge fight broke out. Cola now has a small streak of red, going through her snow-white fur. I had to break them apart and had them apologize to each other.

                Everyone is now headed to Lucy’s, we see no one stirring so we go in. All we hear is big snore, a medium snore, and a baby snore. Everyone is still asleep, until Pandy goes running, and sliding around into James. He wakes up and said, who is this little black and white fellow. I think he thought it was Patches, and Susie little baby. He was surprised when Luna walked in, and said this is my son Pandy and over there is my daughter Coca Cola or Cola. James goes over and gently wakes everyone leaving Susie for last. Sam Jr. said he wanted to wake her. As he did, she stretches, and feels some movement. She looks down to see a beautiful little sow black as coal with a light tan muzzle, and weighs 7 pounds. Sam Jr. said that’s the most precious thing he has ever seen. It is now lunch time and Angel and Luna prepare lunch and we enjoyed it very much. I said what’s your cubs name Susie, then, I said how about Suzanne. Susie said I Like that a lot. With 3 new cubs to our expanded family this is going to be a great spring.

                Well, looks like time to go to the pond and do a little fishing. Cola saw Bud put the 20-inch minnow on, she was so amused, she just stayed right under Bud’s paws, the whole time he was fishing. Bud didn’t mind though; he told her that he always fish, for the world record rainbow trout. She said I want to catch him. Bud said by this fall you might be big enough, to hold onto the pole if he bites. She said OK, I will catch him this fall. As I’m sitting here, I miss everyone that has been killed, but I’m not depressed over it anymore. Having Luna in my life has changed my life, for the best. I am so happy with her, being in my life. I also thinking back to when I set Tom and Sue up. How he told me having Sue in his life changed him, so much for the better. I need to go see them before long. But it will be a month before Pandy and Cola is big enough to make the long trip. I never want to lose Luna, I’m going to be scouting for dens when we go to see Tom.

                Just before dusk we all go back to our dens, it has been a great day with our family. I’m so blessed to have our unique son and daughter. They will be the talk of the forest. Once we were back at our den, we had supper and I read Little Red Riding Hood to Cola and Pandy. Cola said she was scared that the big bad wolf would get her. I told her there are no wolves in Virginia, just the smaller cousin the coyote. But don’t be scared, I will always be here to protect you, my precious daughter. She went in to bed, she was sound asleep in no time.

                The next morning was to introduce the new cubs to the stream and fishing, for native trout. It took us twice as long as usual to get there, but once there, Bud dove in, and out he came with a 17-inch native trout. Cola went in after seeing Bud go in, she was splashing and having a blast. Pandy walked down and gently put a toe in the water, before jerking it out. Cola saw this, she got out and walked behind him, she then with all her power, she pushes him in, as she fell in after him. He was scared only for a couple seconds, then realized it was a lot of fun being in the water. Bud and Susie had fun also, and caught a basket full of gorgeous colored native brook trout. Was a great day with the new family at the stream. Luna and myself just sit on the bank and reflected on our new life.

                For the next 2 weeks were hunting game, teaching our cubs how to hunt. Luna wanted to teach them how to hunt possums, since that’s the easiest game to hunt. Cola and Pandy rather than killing the possums, it was more of a cat playing with a mouse. They would smack it around a little, then Luna comes in and kills the Possum. Pandy did see a young possum, he had enough power he was able to kill it. They are beginning to learn how to be bears.

                It’s now a little later in the spring, and wild fruit is everywhere. Cola and Pandy are loving the strawberries and blueberries. They are eating more than, what is going in the baskets. Oh, my lord, look at Cola now, she is red, white, and blue. Having a snow-white coat can have its problems. Bud said all she needs now is stars and stripes. We were able to gather 4 baskets full of berries. Afterwards Luna was to fix some delicious berry cobbler. Cola and Pandy thought that her cobbler’s were best thing ever.

                It’s now my time to teach them a new skill. I know it’s way too early for them to participate in big game hunting, but I want them to be exposed to it. We came up with the plan, knowing they couldn’t keep up, that Luna would be up in the steep rocks, with Cola and Pandy, so they could watch me chase the deer up into the rocks and kill them. I go down and get below them the chase is on, a large doe with 2 yearlings. The plan goes perfectly, I was able to harvest the doe and a yearling. Pandy said wow, I want to deer hunt, that looked like fun. Luna said give it a few months you will be able to hunt. Cola said I don’t know about that, my beautiful white coat would be splotched with red. Luna said that is what the shower or creek is for.

                We continued the training over next couple of weeks and they are growing quickly now, so we decided prior to going to Toms, to have a picnic at the pond with everyone. So, we all convened on the pond and yes, Bud went to his spot and placed a 20-inch minnow on. Cola now a little larger sit right beside him, and said when are we going to catch that big world record rainbow trout. I was watching everyone else catching plenty of fish. Cola said, Bud tell that fish to bite, Bud being a good big brother said, bite fish. About then the pole bent over double and the fight began. Cola said give me the pole, and mischievously Bud hands her the pole, remembering his first time with this trout. She held on for dear life with the pole in both front paws, her hind legs trying to grab onto the ground. It wasn’t but seconds and she was in the water. What a show-off she is though, unlike bud she has her hind paws on-top the water, as the world record trout is pulling her around and around the pond. The trout was breaking water jumping and doing all kinds of acrobatics. Luna was watching in amazement, that her daughter could water ski. She probably went around that pond 50 times before the trout went into shallow water, and just laid there being exhausted. Everyone ran over to it, and tried to get it in deep water. The old fish was too tired and died. Cola said to Bud, I’m sorry I killed your world record trout. Bud said that’s ok, I was laughing as hard I could watching you water skiing. I tell Cola that I remember over in Lucifer’s house, of seeing a fish that had been preserved. I’m sure Ann can help us to preserve it, for you to hang on the wall.

                We headed to Ann’s with a 51 inch and 72-pound world record rainbow trout. I knock on the door and Alice comes to the door, she said Ann was on the couch and invited us in. She was impressed at the trout. I said I know that humans have a way to preserve fish, she said yes, it’s called taxidermy. I asked if you and Ann could take and have that done. She said sure. Ann holler’s is that you Ben, come on in. when I go in, she said Damn that’s a big trout. I want y’all to have the taxidermist to fix this for Cola. As cola comes in and is chasing the cat, Ann said who is this, and what is this a polar bear. This is Cola, she is our daughter, she is an albino black bear. She is precious but oh those pink eyes. About then Pandy comes from around the couch OMG it’s a panda bear from China. No this is Pandy he is a piebald black bear, Ann said oh, I’ve seen a piebald deer, I never knew a bear could be Piebald. You have a beautiful family.

                I asked how she is doing and when her baby would be born. She said less than 2 weeks now, as she stood up her belly was protruding. She then says I know you know Alice, but things have changed for us, while Y’all was in hibernation. Alice and myself have become partners. We got married, I’m his wife, and she is my husband. I tell them congratulations. I tell them Lucy also had a daughter, Suzanne. They invited us to stay for supper. Ann told Alice to put the fish in their freezer, they would take it to the taxidermist tomorrow. They had a good supper and then was headed home, Ann said please spend the night. I want to watch these 2 young cubs play some more; they are so precious. The next morning, we said our goodbyes and I tell Ann that we were going to Tom’s, we may stay a couple weeks, we need to scout out at least 4 dens for everyone. We going to move out there before next fall. I can’t handle any more deaths in our family. We going to a county that doesn’t allow bear hunting. She said to stop by on the way back, she may have given birth by then! Also, she may have the trout back from the taxidermist by then. I am excited to possibly seeing a human baby, I have never seen a baby human before.

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  • The Aftermath

    The Aftermath

    I get back to the den, Luna says he dead isn’t he. I said yes. She starts crying and said she will miss him. She then said, that he had come a long way to help protect us, due to you Ben. You may not have been nice to us, but you saved a lot of lives today. If the dogs found all us in the den, it wouldn’t been good. Due to you, Maverick had the bravery to confront all the dogs, to fight for his family. I told her that if the poachers, didn’t already have hunters on top of the mountain, he probably would have killed or injured all the dogs, and been back here with you. I was going to tell the whole story, of the events, but Luna stopped me. She said go get in the shower, I’m beginning to think you use my shower, more than I do, go get cleaned up. I’ll get my herbs to help nurse you back to health again. She said tomorrow, you can finish telling me the story. I agreed but I said, that lots of things going to be happening, down on the road. I need to go and do one thing, after you get me all bandaged. I must do something with Dottie’s body. I hope I can make it, until I can go and get some marijuana, I feel so damn depressed. I took care of Dottie’s body. I then return to Luna’s den.

    The next morning Luna has the place smelling delicious. I can smell sourdough bread, also the unmistakable smell of bacon frying and smells like maybe, a fresh honey cinnamon bun. As I go in Luna said that breakfast was almost ready, she frying eggs now. She asked how I was doing. I told her I slept well, I truly didn’t think I would sleep at all. I said it smells like bacon, sourdough bread and cinnamon honey buns, to go along with those eggs. She said you named it all. She then asked, If I would go and wake everyone up. I gently shook Bud, Susie, Susan, and Heather and gave each one a huge bear hug, as I woke them up. I didn’t know it, but Luna was looking over my shoulder, as I woke each one. She said, that is so sweet of you, giving everyone a hug, we all need this more than ever. I then gave Luna a hug.

    After breakfast Luna and myself decided that all the cubs, should go to Angels and Samuels, for a while so they could talk. They felt since they are mid-way up the mountain, they would be safe, to take them for the short hike to Angel’s. They all walked over to Angels. They also have the devastating news, to give to Samuel, that his son Maverick was dead. Samuel was very sad, and asked how. Luna said defending our family, the poachers had killed him. He died a hero, defending myself and our family. Samuel said he was sorry for his loss, as the two of them gave each other, an extended bear hug. I then tell Samuel and Angel there was a lot more to what happened yesterday, and that I need to talk to Luna, if y’all don’t mind watching all the cubs. They both said take as long as y’all need.

    Back at the den I start telling her of how, I was almost to my den, when I heard the trucks and hounds. I thought at first, they were coming towards me. Then I realized they had taken the back track. I knew I had to help; I ran as fast as I could, to medicate myself with the laced marijuana. I then ran to the road, as I’m telling, the whole road scene in detail. Luna jaw was on the floor. She couldn’t believe what she was hearing. I tell her they were the poachers, that killed Dottie. I then continue the story of hearing the 3 shots that killed Maverick, and I killed one of the poachers then all the dogs, as I slowly killed the last poacher. I then said oh I left out one detail, I ate all their hearts. She said OMG you are my hero, for killing all those poachers and dogs. They won’t ever bother us again. About then we hear a lot of commotion down on the road, and see flashing lights.

    The Conservation Police Officers apparently found, the horror scene. I must get a closer look at what is being said. Luna said not without me. So, we go to within about 200 yards from the road to watch and listen. We see they have a search dog also. They are saying looks like we have a bear, that has gone on a killing rampage here, we have 3 bodies here in different stages, of being torn apart. They stated all the hearts are missing. It is going to be important to find this rogue bear, and destroy him. They are all in agreement with this. This sounds bad really bad I tell Luna. Then the dog is trailing a scent, goes over to where, I had left Dottie, laying in a large pool of blood, with blood splattered in the tree. That officer yelled for everyone to come over there. He says to the rest of them. This changes this scenario looks like we had some poachers, that shot this young cub, that doesn’t make the weight limit. The bear was just distraught due to the poachers killing his daughter. They all agreed. They stayed on the scene until the coroner showed up to take the bodies. They all agreed that Stone-Cold-Gap would be closed for the rest of this season, to let all bear families heal from the horrid ordeal. Also, they stated this bear needs time to calm down, if a hunter was to encounter them now, I’m sure we would have a repeat of this. When hitting the news, even though presented as though the poachers had killed the cub. Then the boar bear killed all of them, this wouldn’t set well with some folks. Luna said, I thought you said it was four poachers. I said if you remember I told you, I had eaten one of them and he not setting well on my stomach, right now as he threw him up.

    I tell Luna after the Conservation Police had left let’s go to his den. I need to get some marijuana. These wounds are hurting. She agreed but also, said you going to show me, where the Laced marijuana is, because we are going to destroy it. He said yes, I have done so much devastation due to smoking it. It’s time for it to be destroyed.

    Back at the den Luna grabbed me, and gave me a huge bear hug, and then a nose rubs, before taking me to bed. We stayed there for about 3 hours. I was felling no pain, being with Luna like this. I tell her that I have always had feelings for her, even before her and Maverick getting together. I was afraid that you didn’t feel the same way. She said to him there has never been any bear like you Ben. I didn’t want to be with Maverick, but I didn’t think you wanted to be with me like this.

    I said I was getting a marijuana cigar to smoke and asked her to have one with me she said yes, she needs one also. She said I’m going in with you, the first thing we are going to do, is get all the Laced marijuana, from your hiding spot and take outside to burn it. He agreed it was time for it to go away. After burning all the Laced marijuana, we settled down in my bed and had a cigar, we may have been awake, more of the night, than we were asleep working on our own family! Luna said, do you think everyone else will approve of us being together? I just loss Maverick, and I don’t know if anyone could understand!

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  • The Loss of Myself

    The Loss of Myself

    I set right where Sophia body had died, and I didn’t want to move from that spot. I was there all night up into sometime the next day. The trees were swaying to the point trees were falling, and ice hung so thick on the trees by time daylight appeared. My life is over, I can’t go on without Sophia, she has been my rock since losing Oliver. It was almost dark, when Maverick found me, I was not thinking straight. I told Maverick, it was his damn fault, that Sophia was dead. I wanted to kill Maverick, I felt like I would feel better if I did. He said he had fought over half the dog off, so Luna would have a better chance to survive. After I fought the dogs off, I went to check on her. She said you had also helped her. Maverick said he was blessed that I helped Luna. Myself and Luna had heard all the dogs, we didn’t know who they were chasing, and by the time I was with Luna, the hounds was too far away, that I couldn’t have helped due to the distance. I made sure Luna got back safe to the den, and to check on Susan and Heather. Thank God they were safe, but crying, they were so worried about myself and Luna. They just clung to both of us. We were afraid to leave the den last night. But this morning I told Luna I had to check on everyone. With the horrible weather we felt no hunters would be out. I went over to your den, Bud asked where you and Sophia were. Susie and Dottie were also worried. I took them back to our den to stay with Luna, Susan, and Heather. I told everyone that I would find out what was going on. Brother I am so sad that Sophia died, but I’m glad to see that my brother is OK. I totally lost it on Maverick. Ok you say, do I look Ok. I am the farthest from OK right now. I wished it was me that was dead, rather than Sophia. Maverick then spoke up and told me that Bud, Susie, and Dottie need their big brother, now more than ever. I know it so very hard on you, but somehow you must pull it together for them.

    With that statement I realized they need me, but how can I help them, when I can’t even help myself right now. I’ve been down this fucking depression shit before. But this was different it’s my mom. I want to kill everything right now. I want to kill Rob and Dale, along with anything else in my path. But would that help? Maverick said, just remember your brothers and sisters, needs your now more than ever. I then asked Maverick about Susan and Heather, he said, they were safe with Luna. Maverick said that he also took Bud, Susie, and Dottie over for Luna, to take care of until I find you. I said great, I know they are in good hands.

    We headed back to Luna’s den, and Bud said is Sophia dead. I knew one of y’all was or both of you were dead, when you didn’t return last night. With many tears in my eyes, I said yes. That she had fought as hard she could, she even after being shot 3 times by Rob, was trying to kill him. She chased Rob around a large tree for over 30 minutes until Dale came, and with one final shot, Dale made a shot to her head, and she was dead. Bud said, that he didn’t think Rob would do this to her. I said, well he said he didn’t see the blaze orange ribbon, then he continued and said it didn’t matter, Sophia had killed or injured too many of his dogs. Bud said, I see Robs point, but I’ll miss Sophia. I said yes, we all will. I then tell Bud that I need a little time alone to figure things out, as to what he must do next. I need you to oversee Susie and Dottie, while I’m healing myself at the den. Bud said he would make me proud. I smile at him. I tried to be brave and hold it together, while we were talking. Truth, is I have never been so broken. I have no idea what I may do. Can I ever survive this. I know I’m broken and unable to help anyone else right now, while I try to heal if possible!

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  • Reflection and Tranquility

    Reflection and Tranquility

    Upon leaving Lucifer’s I asked Ann, if she wanted me to walk her home. She said she needs some time before she talks, to her parents about what she had done. I told her she was welcome to stay with us, as long as she wanted to. We both feel at peace now, that the deed is done. We are sad for what Lucifer, has taken from both of us. We need time to reflect, and heal from what Lucifer did to us both. Ann and I made it back to the den.

    Sophia was worried about us, but so glad to see us back, she had so many questions. Again, we wasn’t up to questions, we needed a little time to heal mentally. We both had a cigar, and Sophia and Lucy prepared lunch for us. The den had the smell of sourdough bread cooking, and fried country ham, there was a ten-gallon pot of green beans cooking with potatoes. I also can smell some berry cobbler being prepared. Although much sorry in our hearts, we both have a feeling of inner peace. Ann will need time, as she gave herself to the devil. Lucifer had really pulled the wool over her eyes. She believed he was a good person. She had dreams, of helping on the farm raising chicken, cows, and pigs. That what had originally gotten her interested in Lucifer, she wanted to be the farmer’s wife.

    For me I feel so much sorry and hurt for killing, both farmer Brown and his wife. Only time can lessen my pain. I now thinking about that smell I followed, to farmer Brown porch. I realized that day for some reason, it didn’t go up on the porch. But I had so much hate in my heart, due to the loss of Ceasar, I didn’t think everything though. I guess my worst guilt, is that every time I went to Lucifer’s, I smelled that smell. But my mind had farmer Brown, as the killer. I could have prevented all this taking place, if wasn’t for the hate, I felt for farmer Brown. I should of listen to what my nose tried to tell me. I am the cause of all of this, I have so much guilt. We had one more cigar before lunch.

    After lunch we had the cubs, all go back out on their own. We all set around the kitchen table, and talked of how we had killed Lucifer. James tells Ann, that she was brilliant coming up with this plan, and being able to accomplish the goal. Sophia said that Ann, was so strong to be able to overcome her emotions, and keep her emotions in control, to be able to pull this off. Ann said the entire time she was in his house, she wanted to puke, I really thought I was going to, when he kissed me. I had to hold it together though; I wanted him dead. Lucy than said, that Ann was a real hero, taking the devil out of this world, and making the forest safer. We all decided on having a quite evening, and that tomorrow after breakfast, we would stroll to the pond again. We will invite Luna’s and Angel’s families also.

    It was good to get back to the pond with friends and family. We shared all the events that had happened. I felt much more at peace than last time we all converged on the pond. I was glad Lucifer was dead; he was the devil. I will need marijuana, for a few days, but I know I will be able to get weaned off of it soon. The forest already feels more peaceful and tranquil. I know that chase season is close though. We had a great time at the pond, but no world record rainbow trout, but several keepers were caught, and returned to the pond. We just wanted a nice peaceful day. Freezer is full of food so; we didn’t feel the need to end the life of any trout today. They provided us with fun catching them though. We all said our good byes.

    The next morning Lucy, James, Patches, and Lucille is headed back to their den. Sophia, Bud, Susie, Dottie, Ann, and myself leave to go visit Tom, Sue, and Jolene. It’s always good to see Tom, especially when I am not fully myself. We are the best of friends. Bud loves Tom also, due to them having the comradery of having caught the world record trout. We notice as we walking the trees, are hanging full again of acorns this this year. We should be all fat and happy this fall in our den.

    At Toms he was fixing a fire in his smoker, and then he said Well, looks like I’ll have to get more ribs out for everyone. Who is this you have with you. I introduced Ann to him. I said I will tell you about her later. I was thinking that I had come the right day. I love me some of Toms barbecue ribs. Sue was inside getting taters ready, to have fried taters and onions. Sue was surprise seeing Sophia, Susie, Dottie, and Ann come in. Sophia said I hope you don’t mind us stopping by. Sue said she was glad to see them, but who is this. This is Ann she is our friend. Sophia said, that she would help prepare taters and onions; Ann also helped. Susie went in and found the nursery rhyme book, and read the 3 little kittens, aloud to Dottie and Jolene. Bud was outside learning how to barbecue.

    A few hours later supper was served and it was a feast for all. We all set around, I began to tell Sue and Tom about Lucifer and what all transpired at the farm house. It helps both me and Ann to speak of the horrible ordeal. It helps us to heal, and try to get back to our normal selves, if that will ever happen, thanks to Lucifer. I tell of how I set outside and was listening, from under the window, when Ann speaks up, I need to tell the horrible ordeal. It will help me talking about that fucking devil, taking her innocence. She tells how she thought she knew Lucifer; she wanted a life with him. She continues with telling the story etc. and then said, I really didn’t know him at all. I knew what I wanted him to be, and what he, wanted me, to think he was. I have never hurt the way, I hurt after finding the truth of him, killing his own mom and dad. Also, he was responsible for farmer Browns death, and his wife’s, due to he was the one that killed Ceasar. Tom and Sue, was in total disbelief. The last they knew was farmer Brown, had killed Ceasar.

    Tom asked Ann what she would do now. She said, I will have to go tell my mom, dad, and brother of all this; they know nothing yet. I am sure they are worried about me. I havn’t been able to go face them, after this horrible ordeal. Tom said Well you know, we have a catfish pond nearby. They bite best after dark so, let’s go and relax a little down by the pond. Everyone thought that was a great idea. Tom said, he doesn,t have enough poles for everyone, we would have to share. The fishing was very good, we loaded 4 baskets of catfish, before going back to the den.

    The next morning after breakfast we were headed back to our den. Ann said I think I’m ready to go talk to my family. Will y’all please come with me. I said yes, we will be there, for anything you ever need. She said when we get there, for us to stay hidden, until she informs them, that a family of bears, would be entering her home.

    We are at her home; we stay at edge of woods while Ann goes inside. It wasn’t long until she came out to get us. She said, her mom had passed out, when she told her, that I have made friends with bears, and that y’all was outside ready to come in. We go in, and her mom said, I have seen everything now. My daughter can make friends with anyone. Her mom continues saying, she was afraid that Ann may have been dead. A few days ago, I had a visitor Lucifer’s older brother Dominick, he had said, he was coming over to check on Ann. He said, he knew that his dad didn’t approve of Ann, but after finding what appears to be a murder suicide, at their home. He said, he thinks Lucifer, had killed his mom and dad, then took his own life. He said after a toxicology test was done; it was found that that very high Fentanyl levels in all of them. Then Ann’s mom said, that Dominck knew Lucifer and Ann was close, so he came by to tell Ann. I told him I hadn’t seen you, I was afraid you were dead after hearing this from Dominick.

    Ann spoke up well yes, she knew they all was dead, but that was only part of that story is true. Lucifer did kill his mom and dad. He also killed Ceasar, and he was responsible for killing farmer Brown and his wife. Lucifer was the devil. I didn’t really know him. I was in love with him and we had hot sex for over 2 hours. Then I found his dad and then his mom they both was dead. She tells the whole story to her mom and dad. Then continues about how her and Ben had killed him. They were in shock, as she was telling the story. Her mom came over and hugged her, as they both was crying. Her mom said OMG, I can’t believe this happened to you, what a true-life nightmare.  Her dad then speaks up, that no one else needs to know the true story. It is believed to be a murder suicide, and needs to remain this way. Everyone agreed to this. Ann said I will always hate that bastard; he took my innocence; I had saved myself for the one, I would spend my life with. I don’t know if I can ever be with another man, the way I feel now. Ann thanked all of us for coming by. She said I didn’t know and I was scared, of what her mom and dad would say. I know they are here for me so I will stay. But just know I will be coming by from time to time. I tell Ann she is always welcome. Ann also tells us that we were welcome, at her home anytime, we wanted to stop by. Her mom said yes and she promise not to pass out again.

    We made it back to our den and had a little supper, and we were just glad that our life is beginning to get back somewhat normal. I decided to have a cigarette to smoke, I now think that only an occasional cigarette, is all I will be needing. As I look at the calendar, I realized that chase season will be starting this Saturday. What terror will the dogs bring this season?

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  • Rest Before Meeting Lucifer

    Rest Before Meeting Lucifer

                The next morning was bitter sweet, I would be going home, but leaving behind my great friend Luna. We had breakfast prior to our goodbyes. I was almost feeling normal now, I was down to about 4 cigarettes a day. There was so much marijuana, but I took half of it leaving half behind, in care of Luna and Maverick. We both plan to live by Ceasar’s rules. We also gave nothing for the marijuana, so any bears in need, they would be given the marijuana according to their needs. I also think about the small drawer, I know I will need to go to obtain it, one day soon. I have the perfect hiding spot for it. I don’t even want anyone else know of it’s evil existence.

                We have crossed over Stone Coal Gap Road; we are next to the stream. Bud said he wants to try to fish, so did Susie and Dottie. We were there for about an hour. They are beginning to master fishing now. Bud caught 15 native trout, Susie caught 9 and Dottie had caught 8 prior to heading back to the den.

                Back at the den it looks like some pesky raccoons, had found their way in the den, what a mess they made. Sophia said, that her, and all the cubs would clean up the den, for myself to take a break and relax. It’s like 5 times as far here, as it is to the pond. So yes, the trip had whipped me. I was in pain and had myself a cigar. I begin to reflect, on the knock, that I had from Lucifer that night. Then going over there the next day, this had started this, of being shot 5 times close range by a shotgun. I’m not mad just glad that bastard farmer Brown is dead.

                I had gone asleep, when I was woken by a knock on the door. Damn I don’t want to talk to Lucifer right now, I was thinking. I told Sophia to tell him, I would be over in about a week. Then I hear a very familiar voice it was Tom. I told Sophia yes, of course he can come in. He had Sue and Jolene with him. He said he had missed us, and just wanted to visit. Sue said, strawberries was everywhere so she fixed like a hundred strawberry and rhubarb pies. She said I know how much you love them so I brought you half of them. I was so happy; I told Sophia to get out all the hog ribs, we would have a feast tonight. I don’t have a smoker, but with Toms help, I’m sure with some flat rocks and red clay mud, we can make one, better than one you can buy.

                As Tom and myself was building the smoker, yes, you know it Bud is also. I told Tom of the horrible ordeal, that we all been through with the loss of Ceasar. Then I tell him of Lucifer, he had given me 2 cigars. Tom stopped me, as I told him this. Lucifer, he said that just sounds like the devil. I said no, he is just the other farmers 18-year-old son. Then I go into the details of how I broke the door down, after smoking the purple smoke marijuana. Tom said I have never heard of marijuana having purple smoke. After breaking the door down, the farmer’s wife, was in the way. I started sobbing at this point. I now have so much regret, of killing her. She had done nothing wrong. But I had no control, due to my mind was so altered from the laced Marijuana. While pushing her, I didn’t know my strength, I killed her. Then I saw the evil killer farmer Brown. He shot me 5 times; I didn’t even hardly feel the shots. I then killed him and ate his heart. Tom said MY GOD brother, you have been to hell and back, since I was last here. I then realized that for the 1st time, I told the story in front of Bud. I told Bud, I was sorry for him hearing all this detail. He said I’m growing into a big bear now. I can handle this, I am just glad you survived, and that damn bastard is dead. I told Bud yes, he a big bear but not so big, to be using that language. He agreed not to say it anymore, until he was older.

                We have made a beautiful and functioning smoker; I know where it’s an old dead apple tree, we went to gather the wood to build a fire. Apple smoke will make some delicious tasting barbecue. After the fire was built, we let it bake the red clay until hardened. Bud said look purple smoke. He was just kidding.

                We go inside Sophia and Sue, was also talking also about all the events, and all the rest of cubs, was playing and rough housing in the floor. Tom and myself started to season the ribs. My mouth was just a watering, just remembering how good they were last time. We should be able to make them even better this time. We can cook them slower this time, we not in such a rush.

                We take the ribs out, and place them on the racks in the smoker, all the red clay has hardened like a brick. We made it with a damper, so we can adjust the amount of heat. We lowered the heat to a perfect low and slow heat. Tom said he couldn’t have picked a better time to come by. He knew I will need the company, while I continued to mend. I was in some pain, but not as bad as I had been. I rolled a cigarette and smoked it. It’s amazing how it takes the pain away. Well, the smoker seems to be working well, and we go into the den. I’m ready to relax while the ribs smoke to perfection. As we are going in Sophia and Sue, is preparing the sourdough bread. She told us to relax, that they would be in, after they get the bread on.

                Tom and myself go outside, to baste the ribs good god almighty, they are smelling and looking good. We will baste them every 30 minutes, this last hour before removing them. Sophia and Sue are now fixing Spinach, I have had it every day now since being shot. I would love some fried taters. But Luna gave Sophia orders for next week, I was to have spinach 1 to 2 times a day. The ribs are now done and are falling off the bones, as we take them into the kitchen. I am now getting the smell, of some strawberry rhubarb pie, as we entered the room. Sue had heated us all a pie up in the oven. It was great having Tom and Sue come by and yes, the ribs were to die for.

                Tom and Sue Stayed with us for the next week, we made our way to the pond a few times. Bud always used a minnow, that was as big as everyone else was catching. He wants to do battle with old world record rainbow trout. Tom couldn’t believe it, when we l told him the story of the record trout. I said, while we are this close to farmers Brown house, I would like for you to walk over with me. I have a mission; I need to take care of. He agreed to walk over with me.

                On the way over I told him, of the big drawer and small drawer. I told him Maverick had gotten all the marijuana out of the large draw, which was the same marijuana that Ceasar supplied. But I suspect the small drawer, is the PCP laced Marijuana, that Samuel and Maverick were on. I don’t ever want this forest, to go through all the hell, that Samuel and Maverick put us though. Tom said are you going to destroy it in a fire, I said no, I have a special hiding place, that will always keep it safe. Tom hesitantly agreed, but said he thought burning was a better idea.

                At the old Victorian farm house Tom said, this is a creepy ass place. I said yes it sure is. We go in and find the big drawer it was still open from Maverick getting the Marijuana. The small drawer was locked, but a lock is no problem for a bear. 1 big smack of my paw, the drawer was open. It may be a small drawer but it was stacked full of possum size bags. It has a slightly different coloration than the other marijuana has. I’m sure this is laced with PCP. I gathered it all up, and we headed back to the pond.

                Back at the pond they had 4 keeper rainbow trouts. Bud had gotten tired of setting there, and told Tom to watch his pole. All the cubs wanted to play in the water. We told them to go over to the other side, so not to scare all the fish here, where we were fishing. About a half hour later Tom’s pole bent double, could it be the world record again. The fight lasted for 30 minutes and Tom was so happy catching it. Bud came over and said, looks like only you and me, know how to catch a big trout. Tom unhooked it and released it for everyone to enjoy in the future.

                We all headed back to the den, Tom said, how great it has been, being with his blood brother, for this whole week. He then said, that him, Sue, and Jolene would have to head back home in the morning. He said that he has found two nice dens, if we ever decide to come over to his county, as it is a safe harbor from bear hunting. I said yes that would be nice, but our home is here.

                Back at the den we had supper, and sit up and talked half the night. The kids were having a great time playing. Sophia said, it’s time for all you cubs to go to bed. Sophia and Sue took them in to read a nursery rhyme to them. Sue said, I see you got a nursery rhyme book, she said yes, she believes it was Ceasar’s. Ben had found it outside of farmer’s Browns house, after they found Ceasar dead

                While they were telling the nursey rhymes, I went to hide the laced marijuana, and showed Tom where he had hidden it. No one knows this place exist, and it will always be safe here in this hiding spot. He then tells Tom that since he is leaving tomorrow, I will go across the mountain to visit Lucifer. Tom said do you want him to go with him, that for some reason he just not trusting Lucifer. I said no, he is just an 18-year-old farmer’s son. I will be fine.

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  • Ceasar

    Ceasar

                After breakfast we get all our poles and a couple of baskets, and head toward Luna’s, she will be our first stop, as we getting close to the stream Bud takes off running to our right. Oh, he is going to the sliding board and hollers for Susie and Dottie to join him, which they did. Bud hits the pool and comes out with a 10-inch native trout. We gave them 10 minutes to play and fish in the pool, then I said, it is time to go, we have a busy day today. I’m having a thought I haven’t had yet this year. I need a sow, to call my own. Will today be the day?

                While we were heading toward Luna’s den, we run into blackberries and raspberries which we ate some and picked some. Sophia said if we come across berries, we can take some to Luna and to Angel. We filled one basket with the blackberries and raspberries. Dottie wanted to fill the second one, but Sophia said that’s for blueberries and huckleberries. Wasn’t long until we found them, the cubs were chowing down, and then filled the basket.

                We are now at Luna’s and she is outside with 2 sow cubs, she said maverick has gone hunting. We give her the 2 baskets of berries, which she dumped into her baskets.  I said who do we have here. Luna said the one with the white v on chest is Susan, and the other one is Heather. I tell her they are precious as I go over and playing with them, Luna brushes up against me a couple times. I must tell myself; to control myself we are just friends nothing more.

                I then tell her I had named the boar in honor of Oliver. How, I mean Bud sounds nothing like Oliver. I then tell her Bud after a Marijuana bear, she died laughing and was rubbing up against me, as she was laughing. I just wanted to turn and give her a big nose rub and a big bear hug. I couldn’t do that we are friends; she is with Maverick, and they have a precious family together. Maverick just came in with a large doe, he was very glad to see us. After all the introductions to maverick, I decided it was time to leave. I was feeling very uncomfortable with Luna and how she was rubbing up against me, I was afraid I may say or do something, that may harm our friendship. She is the most beautiful bear in the world.

                Ok, now we on our way to Angel’s, yes, we are picking berries for them also 2 baskets full. Angel is at the den with only 1 little sow cub name Elizabeth [Liz], she was black as coal even her snout was black. I asked where Samuel was and she said, oh he is at the pond fishing with Samuel Jr. [Junior/Jr]. Bud said, oh great let’s all of us go to the pond. Angel said she would get the poles for her and Liz.

                Upon getting to the pond, Bud said is this the ocean, I have never seen such a large body of water. Samuel laughs and said no this is farmers Brown’s pond. The 5-acre pond looked huge, compared to the small pools in the stream. Samuel said that farmer Brown had restocked the pond, and there is some large rainbow trout in there. I showed everyone the one, I had caught, it was just over 20 inches. Bud said that’s nice rainbow trout, but he was going to catch one twice that size. We all laughed at his optimism.

                Although 10 minutes later, only Bud had caught any fish, 1 was 18-inch and the other a 21-inch rainbow trout. I tell Bud looks like he is quite the fisherbear.  Liz then says she has one, it was 19 inches then Angel caught one 15 inches. Everyone now except Bud was catching fish. He said that’s ok I’m just waiting for that world record rainbow trout. He knew he would be catching a trout over 40 inches. Samuel was ready to go, so his family all went back to their den, I told them we wanted to visit Ceasar. Angel said, she would have supper ready when we get back, and she would invite Maverick and Luna. Well, looks like I will have to stay my distance from Luna. Doesn’t look like we are going to catch a world record rainbow trout today, as we headed towards Ceasars. We just left our poles hidden in the brush, since we would be coming back by the pond, on the way to Angel’s.

                Headed towards Ceasar’s I just had a funny feeling, that something was wrong. The forest is too quiet. No bugs or birds making their joyful singing noise. No squirrels barking or crows a crowing. I just not sure what up, but I have an uneasy feeling. We continued on our way and not even a squirrel is a stirring. As we arrived at Caesar’s den, I tell everyone to stay outside, that I’ll go inside to make sure everything is OK. I go in and hollered Ceasar, with no answer I continued into the kitchen, I’m noticing stuff had been knocked in the floor. This is not normal for Ceasar, he keeps his den very clean; I have never seen his kitchen in such a mess. About then I hear what sounds like Bud screaming; it sounded like the scream was coming from the bedroom. As I go into the bedroom, I see Ceasar’s lifeless body, is lying on the floor, with a large pool of dark coagulated blood around his head, there was a large 1-inch diameter hole, in the side of his head. I immediately think back to the time Ceasar said farmer Brown, wasn’t all that bad. I know back when he said that, I was thinking farmer Brown was his big supplier for marijuana. Could of farmer Brown killed him. I looked all around, it looks like whoever killed him, took his marijuana, there was only a possum bag left to be found. I must smoke a cigar; how will I tell Sophia. I sat there and smoked the Cigar, before I got up and went outside to tell Sophia. She was so distraught I rolled us both a cigar. She said everyone loved Ceasar, who could have killed Ceasar. I tell her of my suspicions. She said she thought he was a good guy, other than protecting his rainbow trout’s.

                After we had finished off the possum bag, I tell Sophia to take all the cubs with her to the pond and fish with the cubs. He would be doing some investigating, to find out who may have killed Ceasar.

                At the pond the fishing is good everyone is catching 15 to 20-inch trout. Bud is now getting a little upset now, he knew he would have had a world record trout by now. They plan to fish until Ben shows back up.

                While in Ceasar’s den, I could pick up a scent, I will follow this scent, I will have found my killer. The scent is leading him towards the pond, but then cuts down the mountain, before he gets to the pond. It is leading towards farmer Bowns house. I have his house insight now; it’s an old Victorian farm house that has Virginia creeper growing all over the house. It has an evil gothic feeling to it, as I look at it. I get a very uneasy feeling, as I approach the porch. The scent doesn’t appear to go up on the porch, for some reason it seemed to have stopped at the porch. The door then creeps open, It’s the farmer’s Browns wife. Why are you here she said. I’m here because your husband killed Ceasar. She looked shocked when I told her that. She said that’s impossible, he has been right here, for the last 2 days in bed sick. I didn’t believe her, but I was ready to leave. One last thing before I leave, can I buy a deer bag of marijuana from you. She asked big drawer or small drawer, I said big! She brought it to me, and I thanked her. I knew I would be back! A few yards away from the house, I see a nursery rhyme book, it must of came from Ceasar’s den, I picked it up to take with me.

    I headed back to get Sophia and all the cubs. I smoked a large marijuana cigar as I was headed to the pond. I wanted to kill farmer Brown, he has taken our great friend, Ceasar, from us, the whole forest will mourn the loss of Ceasar. I wanted some PCP laced marijuana now. This would help me, to kill that damn evil farmer Brown. I need to chill out, before I get to Sophia and the cubs. I sat down and chained smoked 4 more cigars; I have never had so much hate in my heart. I feel as though I’ve calmed enough to go to the pond. As I’m getting to the pond I had to spring into action, Bud’s pole was bent double, he was holding onto his pole for dear life. He had his pole in his front paws, and hind paws were trying to dig into the ground. I believe he may have his world record rainbow trout, on his line. I get to him, as he was pulled into the water, I dived in to help Bud, once he entered the water, he was forced to let go of his fishing pole. I help Bud, to the bank of the pond, then I go diving for his fishing pole. I found it and I get out of the pond. I handed Bud his pole, as he was winding it in, I believe his world record rainbow trout has gotten off his pole.

                Bud said, I had my world record trout, I loss him this time but next time he will be mine. All this excitement was what I needed I’m calmer now, than I have been since discovering Ceasar’s lifeless body. I had all the cubs fishing, while myself and Sophia talks. I tell her I followed the scent to farmer Browns porch and his wife, had covered for him saying, he hadn’t been out of the house in 2 days due to being sick. I was slightly perplexed that the scent didn’t go up on the porch. I then bought a deer bag of marijuana, which confirmed for me he is the big dealer and the killer. Bear season isn’t in, but he killed Ceasar. I chained smoked the marijuana, because I didn’t want the cubs to see me that upset, due to me being outrageously mad. Seeing Bud, being pulled into the pond has helped for now. But I know that farmer Browns days are numbered. Do I have it in me to kill him?

                We must stop by and let Samuel and Angel know about Ceasar. Angel will be heartbroken of losing her granddad. They both will be devasted. I will let them tell Maverick and Luna. I let it slip to Sophia, I didn’t feel comfortable when we were there, due to her rubbing up against me. I told her it probably wasn’t anything, but since I love her, it was tearing my heart out of my chest, not being with her.  Sophia said she thought that was getting easier on me. Yes, but when I’m with her, she brushes against me, it’s all I can do to keep my paws off of her.

                We are now at Samuel’s and Angel’s and tell them. They are heart broken. Samuel said he had noticed how silent the forest was, but he didn’t know why. I asked Samuel to go outside with me. I tell Samuel everything I know about farmer Brown, and his wife defended him, saying he had been laid up sick. Samuel said I don’t know, but from everything I have ever known about farmer Brown, he was a good guy, as long he didn’t catch you, fishing in his pond. The scent my nose was following went to his porch. It must be him that had killed Ceasar. I tell Samuel I will kill him.

                I hear Maveric, Luna, Susan, and Heather say we are here. With all that has happened today. I had totally forgotten; we were having supper with everyone tonight. Well, they must know about Ceasar, I tell the whole story again and they were so upset, Luna said the forest will not be the same. Luna gave me a big hug I gave her a big hug back. It really feels like we should be together, but I cannot let her know I have feelings, other than as friends.

                Angel had a big supper fixed that was delicious. We needed to get back to our den, so we tell everyone goodbye, and off to our den. When we get to the stream the cubs wanted to play in the pool, so we let them to burn off some energy. We stayed at the pool until midnight and then we went to our den.

                We go in and I handed Sophia the rhyme book I had found. I tell her I think it had come from Ceasar den, but I found it outside of farmer Brown’s house. About then I hear a knock at the entrance of our den! Who the hell could be outside our den, after midnight tonight? I am in no mood tonight for company!

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  • Spring Becomes Summer

    Spring becomes Summer

                Its 1am now, yes, keeping the cubs up all day, until 10 pm didn’t work either. They are rambunctious and wanting to play. We were able to get them back to sleep at 3am and slept until 6am. We did get slightly more sleep last night, but far from what we used to getting. A bear likes to sleep.

                We had breakfast and I decided to do some remodeling around the house, for the cubs to their own room work? Or is sleep just not going to happen, in this den? Bud was very interested in what I was doing, and tried to help a little. Susie and Dottie were helping Sophia to clean the house, and then they slipped outside and went to the stream to fish. Sophia took 2 baskets to fill full of trout. She was hoping, she remembers how to fish the old-fashioned bear way. With Lucy and Ben fishing for her, other than with a pole in hand, she hadn’t done any fishing to fill the freezer. Both Susie and Dottie were having fun. They tried to catch a few fish but wasn’t quite able to catch any. Sophia at first was very rusty, but it did get better. She caught both baskets full from 7 inches to 19 inches but she was very proud of her biggest native trout at 21 inches.

                Back at the den I was having a blast with Bud, he was keeping me on my toes. He wasn’t a good helper yet but he did try. My biggest issue was he be with me one second, then he be gone the next second. I believe Bud was looking for Susie and Dottie, they had never been separated before. But the new room will be complete for the cubs tonight, with a lockable door. I think myself and Sophia will get some much-needed sleep tonight.

                Sophia is back and said, WOW, the new room is looking good. She hopes for a good night’s sleep tonight. She said for me to stay with all the cubs and make sure they all stay active. Sophia is going to fry up some of the fresh native trout and some greens with bacon. It wasn’t long until she said supper is on. After supper we all stayed up until midnight talking, we felt sad due to talking about Oliver. The cubs were rough housing in the floor. Sophia went into their new bedroom, and gave them one last drink of her milk. I stayed in the living room and had me a cigarette. Hoping it would help me rest, and get a goodnight sleep. When Sophia showed up, she said roll her one also. So, I rolled 2 and after we finished, we went to bed.

                The next morning at 8 am I wake up to screaming, Sophia said they are gone. I go into where Sophia is screaming, they had somehow gotten the door unlocked and was gone. I tell Sophia he was sure they probably down at the stream. He would go down and get them, and you stay here and fix a picnic breakfast to bring down to the stream. She agreed but was hesitant, as she felt she needs to be out looking for them also, in case they are not at the stream. As I get to the stream, everyone was in the deep pool, Susie, Dottie and then pops up was Bud with a 14-inch native trout in his mouth. Look everyone my very 1st trout I caught all by myself. I must say he made his older brother proud.  All the cubs then were trying to catch another trout, no more trout was caught this morning.

                Sophia shows up and 1st thing out of her mouth. Listen here all of you, don’t y’all ever scare me like that again. If y’all ever leave the den without letting me know I’ll beat y’all’s ass so hard you can’t sit down for a month. All the cubs said yes Ma’am. Sophia then says anyone hungry; I have a picnic basket. After a healthy and filling breakfast I tell everyone let’s go on an overnight adventure. Everyone was excited. I wanted to go and visit Tom and Sue and see their cubs.

                As we are going to Toms, the woods were loaded with fresh fruits. We had our fill of strawberries in the meadow and then the black berries and raspberries were so delicious. Buds favorite though, was when we were higher on the mountains, and found the blueberries, he was gorging himself on them. We also found huckleberries and that was Susie and Dottie’s favorite. One thing for sure we all not skinny anymore from hibernation.  

                We get to Tom’s den and no one is in there, so we go in and we were tired from the long trip, and we all take a nap. We all was awaking when Tom, Sue and Joelene comes in. Tom said this is Jolene, we had 2 cubs but one was dead when we woke up from hibernation. I tell Tom how sorry we were for their loss. He said its ok, we have this precious Jolene I couldn’t be happier. He then said that it was normal for some of the cubs not to make it. Then he asked who we had. I said this is my older brother Bud, I tell him I had named him, honoring Oliver, and how I came about the name. Both Tom and Sue laugh being named for a marijuana bud. Then I said this is Susie, I named her after you Sue, and finally we have Dottie, Sue said I guess due to that white dot on her chest.

                Sue says I wished I knew y’all was coming, I would have had a plenty of strawberry rhubarb pies made. She then said if Ben and Tom would make the main course, you can help me Sophia to make the pies. Let’s see that would be 4 big pies and 4 little ones. Sophia said she would love to help.

                Tom said I’ve been saving this for a special occasion I have 2 racks of ribs in the freezer. How would you like Barbecue ribs, Ben. I Said sounds delicious I have heard of them, but I have never eaten any. But I do have ribs in my freezer, so helping you prepare will be great. He said go outside and place some wood in the smoker and light it. Wow I don’t have a smoker, I guess I’ll have to get one or build one. After I had lit the smoker I came inside, Tom had cut the ribs in half, and was putting a lot of seasonings on it. We then take them outside, and place on the racks of the smoker. He said he normally likes to slow smoke them, over about a 12-hour period. We need them to be done before we go to bed so we will have more heat and cook a little quicker. They won’t be as good, as if cooked slowly but still will be good.

                It’s now 9pm, a little later than we normally eat, but everything is ready to eat. Tom tells me to take the 1st bite, OMG I thought I had died and went to heaven, it was so delicious. All the cubs had barbecue sauce all over them, but they looked like they were enjoying the ribs. Sophia and Sue also were enjoying, and Sue went in to get the pies, she brought out the four small one’s 1st. The cubs were so happy everyone finished theirs at the same time so no fighting tonight. Then we ate ours and thanked Sue for them.

                We stayed up and talked a little while, the cubs played and rough housed. We tell them that we were living in Toms old den, due to was too many cubs at Lucy’s. I tell them Lucy had 2 Cubs Patches the boar bear and Lucille named after lucy. Sue said yes, there were a few sleepless nights here also, then she remembered the nursery rhyme book, from when she was just a little cub. I have read 1 or 2 rhymes every night, and they sleep all night long. I’m thinking I’m glad it works for Jolene, but you don’t know our cubs yet.

                Its bed time now and we have 2 area’s, that we will sleep in, one for the cubs, then one for us older bears. Sue goes in and tells all the cubs to gather around; I hear Once upon a time there was there was a little girl whose hair was so bright and yellow etc. etc. by the end of the rhyme all 4 of the cubs was sound asleep. I heard snoring Tom was also. We all went to bed and left Tom, where he was a snoring.

                We woke up the next morning at 8 am and the cubs were still snoozing including Tom. I tell Sophia we have to go to the Bears Goodwill store and get one; she said that’s a must. We have breakfast before heading back to our den.

                On way back to den 2 yearling does is standing close to us, so I know this may be some easy food for us. I tell Sophia watch after the cubs, he was going try to get us some fresh deer. She said OK. I take out after the deer, when I hear Sophia yell out Bud STOP; I continued the hunt and chased the deer into the steep rocks and kill the 1st one. By then there is Bud right beside me, he said he get the other one. I knew he was too small, but I let him have a little fun, before I went in and finished killing the deer. Bud said that was so much fun. I want to be your hunting, Bud.

                We get the 2 deer back down to where Sophia and the 2 little sows were, and Sophia dragged one back to the den, and I dragged the other one back to the den. Sophia, Susie, and Dottie go in to the kitchen to prepare supper, while Bud and myself stay outside, to dress and bag the deer for freezing. Sophia has prepared some ham and green beans, seasoned with bacon and some sourdough bread. We had a delicious supper, and go in the living room and stayed up until midnight. I don’t have a rhyme book yet, so I tried the story that Lucy had told last night. At some spots I made up my own version. Before I got to the end, they all was snoozing.

                I tell Sophia tomorrow we will go and visit Luna and Maverick and see their new family, also go to see Samuel and Angel and their new family. We will take enough fishing poles, and stop at the pond, hopefully farmer Brown has stocked the pond by now. We can also go visit Ceasar, he may have a rhyme book. Sophia is concerned of fishing in the pond with the cubs!

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  • Marijuana Bear

    Marijuana Bear

                I hear the sound I heard earlier, of some kind of tool. I move from the door to the window so I can see what’s happening. It’s the hoist lifting Olivers lifeless body up in the air. I hear someone counting numbers as he is lifted further up off the ground, I hear 200, 275, 360, 390, 400, 415, and the final number was 420. Dale tells Rob, it looks like he has killed a marijuana bear. The place broke out in laughter, I could stand it no more. I broke the door down angerly and said, y’all all think it’s damn funny, that you killed my dad. I want y’all to meet my dad, his name was Oliver. My mom Sophia is waiting for him to return to our den. My sister Lucy, also lost her dad. Now y’all sick sense of humor, laughing and calling him the marijuana bear. He has never touched Marijuana, in his long life. But because his empty body with no entrails and his heart ripped from him, and his weight is equal to, what marijuana slang term is. I tell them, I could kill each one of y’all right now. Rob goes over to his counter, and gets out a drawer, some wrapping paper, and a small bag of green material. He rolls a large cigar and a small cigarette. He says Benjamin I’m so sorry, I have taken your dad’s life. Please come over here, and smoke a little marijuana with me. He hands me the cigar, and he lights his lighter, and lights mine up and then his. After smoking I felt slightly calmer, but was still very sad, and I was still mad at the entire hunting group, for killing my dad.

                Rob and myself, sat there with a cigar and cigarette in hand for several hours. Most everyone else was drinking beer and some hard liquor. Both Rob and Dale felt so bad, Rob comes up with a plan, to protect myself and my immediate family. Rob said that I’ve had enough heartache this season, and this is only 1st day of the season. He goes over and picks up 3 blaze orange ribbons, that could be worn over our neck. He said there is one for my mom, my sister, and myself. Each ribbon had a marijuana bud attached to it. He says he tell other hunters, not to shoot any bear wearing the blaze orange ribbons. Rob said, he can’t guarantee our safety, from the other hunters, but his group would honor the blaze orange ribbons.

    The door of the hunt club opened and it is old cripple, he is back from the hospital, and tells Rob to roll him one for the pain in his leg. He was shocked seeing a live bear with a marijuana cigar sitting smoking with rob. So, I stayed long enough to have 1 more cigar, I’m feeling very chill but sad, and I have a huge hole in my heart. I don’t know if James stopped by to tell Sophia. I hope he didn’t, she needs to hear this from me. We still have some marijuana at the den, but we are running low. Rob says, here take what have, it’s not much but you need it worse than I do. Old cripple said, can I just have 1 more cigar before you go, I rolled him a cigar, and thanked Rob for rest of it. God knows we going to need it.

    I head towards Sophia’s, when I was leaving Rob’s it’s a bright moon out tonight and the air is very crisp. I’m just a strolling along in my drug induced mind, where I’m not ready to kill everything, I see. I’m sad, I’m angry but the marijuana has me chilled. I feel as I just exist now; I have no purpose now. Oliver has been my world; Tom has his new mate, Sue; so, he doesn’t need me. As I get to Sophia’s den she said, “where have you been at.” Her next words were, that she is afraid that Oliver, may be in big trouble. He left out of here to protect Lucy and James. I heard those dreadful hounds chasing him. She then says she was afraid he may be dead. I tell her that I had seen his lifeless body, and that he was dead. I tell her of all the horrible events of that evening. I told of smoking marijuana with Rob, she has been in shock until now, once she heard I was smoking with the murderer, she went into a full outrage and anger. She orders me to get the fuck out of her den. If you can set and smoke with that murderous bastard, I don’t need you here, get the fuck out. I had 2 rolled cigars, I laid them on the counter, as I went outside. I hope she will pick them up, and smoke them, while I sleep beside a rock outside. I’m not going to be far away. Sophia needs me, she is just hurting so badly and want’s blame it on me, since I’m closest.

    I’m outside and can’t sleep, I would say I was cold but us bears, don’t really get cold. I can hear Sophia all night long crying. I finally decided to go back in, and Sophia said, I thought I had loss you also, I was horrible to you last night son. I was in so much pain; I had to take it out on someone. You are the most loving and caring bear I know. I hate the way I unloaded on you. I then tell Sophia I was literally just outside the den, and tried to sleep but couldn’t. I could hear you bawling your eyes out. I wanted to come in earlier, but I was afraid of your reaction. Sophia says thanks, yes, I needed some time, and thanks for the marijuana, it has helped to take the edge off. I tell her that Rob has given us all, a blaze orange safety ribbon, that his group would honor, and he going try to get other groups to honor it as well. She says, well that’s actually nice of Rob, trying to protect us. I tell her, I have one and one for you and Lucy. How about James, she said. I tell her Rob only was able to give them to the immediate family.

    I tell Sophia, I rolled the last cigar for her, and I’ll have to go get a couple deer bags from Ceasar. I know Rob wasn’t hunting today. I hope he has gotten the word out, to other hunting groups. My ears and eyes will be on alert for any hunters or hounds. I will not be spending any extra time outside than what I need to. No fishing from the pond, my favorite thing to do, on way to Oliver’s. When I arrive at Ceasar’s, he can see I’m not the happy go lucky, Benjiman, that I have been lately. He asked what’s wrong. I tell him, and he is shocked that Oliver is gone. I looked up so much to him, he was so strong and smart, he has helped me out a time or two said Ceasar.

    I tell him Sophia is in bad shape and knew that Lucy would be also. I asked for 2 deer bags he said, with that much sadness and depression, he was giving me 4 deer bags, at no charge. I’ll miss that old son of a gun Oliver. I believe he let something slip that he hadn’t intended to let slip. He said, he almost out, and he will have to go visit farmer Brown. I think farmer Brown is his big dealer. I thought back to the time when Ceasar stated that farmer Brown wasn’t all that bad. Now I know why he said that statement. I didn’t let on to Ceasar, that I now believe farmer Brown is the big dealer. I thanked Ceasar for all the marijuana, and then I was on my way back to the den.

    I decided that Luna’s life to me, was more important than mine, so I took my ribbon to her, and let her know what had taken place. Both her and Maverick were heartbroken. She tried to get me to keep it. I said no, you have baby cubs, that will be here in a couple months. I tell her I have a big day yet in front of me, I must take 3 bags to Sophia to leave with her, and myself. After that I must cross Stone Coal Gap Road, and take Lucy her ribbon, and her bag of marijuana. I know James has told her, and I know she is devastated. I get back to Sophia before dark, and gave her the marijuana. I’m in need of a cigar, so we both smoked one to calm down. I decided to wait until a couple hours after dusk, before I headed over to Lucy’s, to let the traffic on the road to slow down. I also remember Oliver once telling me, this time of the year to go a different route, when crossing the road go right when leaving the den, and then angle down to the road, so, I would run into the creek that’s on my side of the road. Then walk the creek up to the culvert, and go under the road through the culvert to get to other side of the road. Then follow the creek a way before leaving it. Oliver said the creek will hide your scent and the hounds can’t follow you as easily. Oliver was a brilliant old bear. When getting to Lucy’s, James was holding her, and said she has been like this ever since I told her of her dad. She is crying unconsolable in James paws. I have tried to console her but nothing I do helps. I tell Lucy that I will roll all 3 of us a big cigar to smoke. The first words out of her mouth were, she doesn’t want to be like Samuel and Maverick. I would rather die than to live that life. I agreed with her, and tells her it’s Ceasar’s marijuana, and it will only help, not any bad effects. She finally agreed to smoke one. She felt better, but she was still angry at the world, I rolled her another cigar and myself and James a cigarette.

    It’s getting late I asked James if they would be ok together, he had to get back to Sophia since he is the man of the house now. James then came up with the ultimate plan. How about Lucy and myself go back to Sophia den with you. We all can be there for each other. I agree that is an amazing plan. I tell them the route we must take back to the den. We must stay in the creek as long as we can to kill our scent.

                Once back at the den Sophia, was overjoyed to see that everyone was OK and had come back to her den. I tell her that James had come up with the plan, and I hope she is ok with it. I’m overjoyed, if that is even possible right now. I begin to think of everyone else. I know Samuel and Angel are ok, or Luna would have told him. I then think about Tom and Sue and if they are ok, I also remember the young couple that lives near Tom. Sophia is worried, of what I may want to do next!

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